Hey beautiful!

Why does Brighton seem to have all the nicest, most handsome lads there?

I don’t like not knowing where I stand with you.

I thought we both really liked eachother, but now as time moves on, it seems like we are too.

To begin with I was worried you liked me, because I didn’t feel the same…

Then I did start to like you…Now we hardly even talk.

I suppose I’ll never know how good we’d have been together,

As my feelings for you have changed.

We have drifted too far apart for me to feel the way I used to.

I wish you all the best, but it’s time we put this to an end.

I’ll miss texting you every day and meeting you and lying in bed all day.

I’ll miss kissing you. I’ll miss our cuddles. 

But it’s for the best.

I’m sorry.

X

There is nothing I hate more, than not knowing where I stand with people.

I don’t have a clue what’s going on.

I don’t want one of us to end up being hurt.

I am so confused, but I don’t want to say the wrong thing,

or say the right thing.

I’m just stuck…

I do really like you.

X

was speaking to my friend about getting a flat…when we become cabin crew together living the dream.

we want to move far, far away from Manchester. well obviously not too far…we got so excited about it and were saying it would be amazing to move to London and just totally start a fresh but obviously we aren’t talking in the near near near future, but in a year or so

BUT…

When I started talking to my mum about this..I found myself literally welling up.

IT WAS HORRIBLE.

obviously, my mum and dad would never want to feel as though they ‘held me back’ from any massive oppurtunity that may or may not come about…and I shouldn’t let it stop me.

Cabin crew is one hectic job, I knew  this but now know it even more so, now that I go to college and do the cabin crew course there…I’m starting to debate to myself if it’s even what I want to do anymore?

I must start believing in myself!!